Wat do u think of my new uniform given to me by SAF on my birthday???
Nice ryt? *errr*
 i think i only update my blog once a month...
tho i kinda free yo update..
but i just pllain lazyyy...

ok some updates on my life...
Single but not available...
i still believe its still too early for me to know my significant half...
i rather flirt around...
hahahah kidding oni...
i rather go out with my frens lagik best...

wahai kawan-kawanku yg single....
mari kite kuarrr n lets have SINGLE NYTS!!!
hahhaa *mcm paham*

i dunnoe whr all my cash go...
it dried up soo fast...
because of dat...
im looking for a part-time werk...
rider ke or despatch....
or tutoring...
i soo need the cash seiii...
dpt $200 plus xtra income will be good to me so i can save for my CLASS 2A n my KTM...
i soo want KTM...
i soo need KTM...
cos its getting rather boring riding a sports bike...
ehehe...
i wanna try scrambler...

btw, today's khutbah is one of the few i listened to attentively...
lemme share with u guys...
btw i went to masjid perkampungan sembawang for my friday's prayer...
its beside sembawang park btw...

so the khutbah goes like tis...
its bout relationship with the husband n wife...
n the uztaz even share a storyy...
i dunno rmbr the ulama name.... sorryy
seorang hamba allah mengambil teduh kat bawah sebuah pokok epal...
cuaca panas terik dan lelaki ini sgt dahaga sekali...
beliau tahu bahawa pokok itu bukan miliknya...
tetapi kerana dahaga sgt, beliau mencapai sebiji epal lalu memakan setengah buah tersebut...
beliau sedar bahawa buah yg dimakan nya itu tidak halal kerna tidak meminta izin dari pemilik kebun itu...
lalu lelaki ini pergi ke sebuah rumah yg dipercayai rumah tuan punya pokok epal itu...
beliau memberi salam dan diterima oleh seorang lelaki yg dipercayai pemilik kebun itu...
hamba allah ini pon meminta maaf atas kesalahan nya dan menerangkan kepada pemilik kebun itu...
tetapi pemilik kebun itu enggan menghalalkn buah epal tersebut...
walaubagaimanapun, pemilik kebun boleh menghalalkn epal tersebut jika hamba allah itu boleh menerima syarat yg diberi pemilik kebun...

syaratnya ialah hamba allah itu mesti berkahwin dgn anak perempuan pemilik kebun itu...
tetapi anaknya buta, bisu dan pekak...
hamba allah keberatan tapi dia tahu ini satu cabaran yg diberi oleh DIA...
hamba allah pon bersetuju...

pada mlm perkahwinan beliau dgn anak perempuan pemilik kebun itu, hamba allah terperanjat isteri beliau boleh berkata-kata, malahan boleh melihat dan mendengar...
si suami pon meminta penerangan ari si isteri kerana beliau diberitahu bahawa isterinya itu pekak, bisu dan buta...
si isteri pon berkata...

"Saya pekak kerna tidak mendengar kata-kata yg tak faedah dan kata-kata yg boleh membawa dosa. Saya buta kerna tidak melihat sesuatu yg boleh mengkhayalkn atau boleh merosakkan jiwa seseorang. Saya bisu kerna saya tidak berkata-kata kesat dan kata-kata yg boleh menyakitkn hati seseorang."

Surah An-Nur, ayat 26...
jika seorang suami itu baik, beliau akan mendapat isteri yg sama baik dgn beliau...
jika disebaliknya, maka isteri akan mengikut perangai suami...

so moral of the storyyy...
before we find fault with our other half, we shd look ourself in the mirror :)




 

 

 

 

 

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My Special 3

I'm 19 but does mean i hv matured or even reached the maturity level where pple find u for advices. i hv my own principles but truthfully and honestly, i sometimes don't practice what i adviced. i too am a human. advices are there to guide you n not show u the right path. it is us hu determines our own path. i'm not perfect. even i myself seek advices.

u guys might wonder. wats the link with my special 3??? its supposed to be "for me to know, for you to find out"...
let me juz tell abit...
my special 3 are someone whom i care, love, trust n etc. i'm willing to put my life at risk for my special 3. U guys might think i bullshitting or crapping. but i write tis post sincerely. actually it was written when i was in camp n having lotsa of free time. during tis free time i think n i think. so its up to u guys to believe. My special 3 r the ones i prioritise. i looked for them for advices or even tell them wats my future plan or in other words the path im goin to take in the future. i feel comfortable sharing with them. in another way, they r part of me already.

Not in random cos my special 3 will always be first :)

She's my home for the first nine months of my life. during that period, we shared everything. what she eat i will eat oso. if she did smth bad, i kicked her in the stomach. kidding only. in addition, wherever she go i will dutifully follow without questioning her. Now, i hv grown up. i tend to be rude sometimes but i dun meant wat i say... i always love u mum!!!

She's sum1 i knew for quite sometimes. ours is platonic relationship. haha. is that the correct term? watever it is, i dunnoe if i right or wrong, we understand each other. though initially it was funny as in i got into a fight with her bf. hahaha. ouh well, dat tyme blum matured. we shared alot of things. im comfortable with her. i even tell her all my secrets... cos secrets r not meant to be kept. i felt burdened by my secrets, so i nd to let it out n she will be the first to know and i can assure u of dat. i trust her 101%. even if one day she is to backstab me which i hope not, i will not get angry or watsoever... cos it is because of sum1 like her dat had change my life for the better. because of her i understand lady better. she might not know tis but from her i learnt to be patience. i always tell her to be patience n from dere i learnt. the next sentence which im gonna write will sincerely comes from the bottomost of my heart. i loved her more than a fren but as a fren, (get it?) and i will never ever regret tis friendship and i always doa for ur happiness n hope ur relationship with ur bf is everlasting n i sincerely meant it. u will not be forgotten. i promise :)

my last special 3... sorry guys cos im still finding... but if i were to choose my last special 3... she shd accept my other special 3. if not, she will not be part of my special 3. u guys might think am i crazy or wat... but seriously, if i can accept her 'specials', y she cannot accept mine. i learnt something. if my wife died(touchwood), i can remarry... but whr can i find my special 3 if they leave me. pple will say just find a new bff... but its easier said den done. like sumbody said, she's one in a million... n i totally agreed.

 SO TO MY SPECIAL 3
U WILL ALWAYS BE SPECIAL TO ME AND ALL OF YOU R  IRREPLACEABLE
TRUST ME LIKE HOW I TRUSTED YOU SOO MUCH...
BELIEVE ME LIKE HOW I BELIEVED YOU SOO MUCH...

im done with my serious speech... lets move on to smth general...
when i was doin guard duty last sat...
my mates bought fhm as well as maxim...
so i read lorrrr so dat i will not fall asleep...
i read an article in the fhm...
actually the article its about understanding women better...
AND i realise smth...
though my intentions r correct, most of the words i used were inappropriate...
for e.g. if a gal needs u to be her listening ear or someone she can lean on to n share her probs,
i shdn't say "its okiela, dun worry. everything will be find. try to think positve."
gals dun want to listen to all that crap cos she can think. wat they want to listen is sum1 to be in her shoe...
so i shd say "i understand how u feel. i was once in ur shoe. u wanna tell me more about it?"
she will surely share herr probs. if i were to stick to my initial comment, gals wont not share their probs with you...
dats how i understand lady....
n gals will find sum1 hu thinks the same way she think...

AM I RIGHT???

 

hey u peeps out dere...
its sooo nice of u to rajinkn diri membace journal yg jarang di update...
so wassup guys...

niwae, i just completed my Basic Section Leader Course last friday...
and im officially a Corporal...
gaji pun upupup and away...
heheh...
but before completing my course...
i had to undergo 28km of gruelling route march frm Kranji War Memorial and back to Pasir Laba Camp...
to make it worst...
marching start from 10pm all the way till 6am...
imagine marching in the early hrs while u guys r snoring...
not toooo shag but tooo sleepy...
at arnd 3plus am...
the ZZZ monster attacked me...
wah piang...
i was literally walking left right left right mcm org mabuk...
and most of the tyme i walk while my eyes closed...
once i reached camp...
i only got 10mins of rest before the parade to promote me to Corporal...
and i still hv to stand haf n hr while carrying 20kg of loads during the parade...
but ultimately, its worthwhile...
naik pangkat naik gaji as well...
ouh and i knew my posting last friday...

GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was posted to MILITARY POLICE...
jadik pak polisi lah nmpknyer...
tlg tangkap org2 yg slalu rajinkn diri utk AWOL...
hahaha...
harap2 in MP i gt to ride bike :)
so bike license free...
heheh...
okla till den...
adios...
hope i get 8-5 job...
everyday can go back...
hahha...
xoxo

heylooo...
guess how i feeling ryt now???
full of jealousy...
no no dun get the wrong idea...
notin to do with gerls...
im just jealous dat all my frens r in uni while im rotting in pasir laba...
i feel like awol-ling n go back to studying...
but it can only be a dream....
ouh well...
i just want to get over n done with ns...

well at least roughly i know wat i wanna do in the future...
last fri during my off in lieu i went to ntu to chill...
met up with bestiie n sharing my future plans with her...
she's such a gd listener... heheheh
jgn kembang... kiddding oni...
i just feel comfortable sharing with her dats y...

ok apart from dat i will be promoted to corporal next week after my gruelling 28km route march...
ouh yest i gt a pay rise...
terperanjat boboy...
hahaha....

hmmmm wat else i wanna share ehk...
asyik share psl army jek...
my personal life???
i decided to forgo my dream of having a bike at least for now...
i wanna focus on wat i wanna do next...
dat is save $$$...
i know it will be overambitious on my part...
but i hd reached a point in my life whr i know how to differentiate between "want" and "necessary"...

kk la dats all for now...
will update soon if im not lazy...

hey, one week of SISPEC training had passed...
last week i had fieldcamp for 4 days 3 nites near the dairy farm in chua chu kang...
the week before was basic navigation at lower mandai...
damn shag sia...

lemme talk bout basic navigation...
before the real thing begins,
i had lotsa lectures n i felt i was in school learning map reading except tis tyme is more complicated...
n i tot navigating in hutan mandai was easy since spore is small compared to Brunei's jungle...
BUT I WAS WRONG!!!!!!!!
i n my section mates lost while navigating at nite...
lemme tell u....
u dun wanna get lost in the middle of the jungle and in the middle of the nite....
it was in total darkness...
u cant see a thing in dere...
since i was lost...
i decided to bash our way out...
firstly we just follow south-east...
dat was easy...
BUT...
bashing thru the trees n so on n so forth was difficult...
dere were thorn trees, swampy areas, bukit bukau...
damn shag...
but alhamdullilah manage to get out at 2230 hrs...
hmmm, i was in the jungle for nearly 4 hrs sia...
ok dats the main highlight for the week before...

now for the main highlight of this wee...
jeng jeng jeng...
FIELDCAMP in CHUA CHU KANG!!!
4 DAYS 3 NITES...

daY 1
i learnt OPS movement, in other words the formation to move from one place to another in conventional warfare...
i oso set up the tripflare (?)
its some kind of explosion (duh!!!) but it can light up the area and has lighting power of 150,000 candles...
n dats the main highlight for day 1 though dere's notin much...

daY 2
was tired first thing in the morning...
5BX (its a wajib morning werkout) with 2km run in the army green uniform PLUS my SAW (section automatic weapon) rifle which weigh freaking 6kg (i tink sooo)...
after dat i was chosen to become the LEADER PLATOON SERGEANT (LPS) for short for 2 days...
meaning i nd to take charge of 53 soldiers n make sure dey do their job smoothly...
if not i get f*** by my instuctors...
nasib baik aku ni ade potensi, so every thing went according to plan...
so day 2 i learnt bout Fire Control Order...
how to order or control ur men during battles...
but wat i learn is just the basic...
btw did i tell u guys how i hate my SAW rifle...
the blanks (bullet for the idiot, kd) asyik stuck kat dlm rifle...
so instead of becoming RAMBO, i become SNIPER...
sniper pun sniper la...

DAy 3
i cont to be the LPS (leceh cos nnt book in kene tulis journal)
mcm biase, in the morning ade 5BX.....
perut dat day pun buat hal tapi tahan jjekkk...
ouh, we had Section Battle Drill...
my instructor led us in battle...
itu pun penat...
cos after the drill i had to run to camp base which is rather far carrying nearly extra 10kg...
its called Artillery driilll...
so we had to run to escape bombs...
da la smlm aku kene fireman lift n ran back to training camp...
penat sia...
at nite i hve guard duty from 2200 to 0000hrs...
tapi nite duty gerek...
lepak ngan tis sergeant n tok nonsense sampai 2330hrs...
ouh, my fren n i manage to see the artillery unit doin their trainig at nite...
gerek sei...

DAy 4
day 4 is book out day n end of camp...
but before dat dere's another Section Battle Drill but tis tyme w/o the sergeant...
ouh i volunteer to be the enemy...
so i n my buddy were deploy in this particular area...
which is filled with pokok durian...
so both of us took the opportunity mkn durian...
i climb tree cos smengat nk jadik sniper...
gerek mannnnnn... dat was totally funnn....
ouh i manage to throw thunderflash (mcm grenade ar)...
day 4 was the best mannn!!!!!!

ok la dats all folkssss

hey wassup!!!
byk bende i wanna update...
but i dunnoe whr to start...

one week had passed in SISpec...
n for 3 days i hv been slleping late
not bcos i gt probs or watsoever...
its just dat...
training abes lmbt...
livefiring abes kul one plus in the morning...
navigation at lower mandai pun abes arnd dat tyme...
byk crite aku nk share...
tapi malas nk type...
heheh...
bukan malas but chill...
btw my journal is damn boring ryt....
i know...
heheh...
but i just dunnnoe mcmane nk cantikkn ini journal...
mwahahha